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When I signed off from my first job after college on February 27, 2026, after 14 years and 7 months, I was not prepared to be without an offer. The expectation had been a smooth transition to a new role over a single weekend. However, it became evident during my final few days that the ride might not be smooth, and I had to prepare for a break of at least a few weeks. As a positive-minded person, I calmed myself down by recognizing that a break like this might never come again, and I should make the absolute most of it.

The following week, I sent back my trusted work laptop, a Dell Precision 5560, and switched to my old reliable workhorse: a Dell Optiplex 990 running Ubuntu 24.04. This machine would become my primary companion for learning, tinkering, and job searching.

I was clear about one rule: I would not deviate from my daily routine. I set up a dedicated Growth Spreadsheet to track my progress on a daily basis - not just in terms of job applications, but focusing heavily on my daily learning, milestones, and technical exploration. I had read about the psychological benefits of documenting every single step, no matter how small, and decided to apply it here. Looking back, I feel incredibly proud of how I spent those weeks. Keeping that ledger helped me maintain the right growth mindset when things felt stagnant.

What started as a simple reset between roles slowly became a volatile mix of experimentation, reflection, physical repairs, interviews, travel, and deep dives into the rapidly evolving AI ecosystem.

Yesterday, I opened the control panel for our borewell pump after its power plug started showing signs of melting. On closer inspection, the socket had developed minor cracks, so I decided to replace the socket and plug top. While doing that, I opened the control panel just to be safe and noticed heavy rusting on the terminal connectors.

My first instinct was to either clean it thoroughly or replace the entire starter panel. Cleaning seemed tricky; AI suggested using a contact cleaner, which I didn’t have, and I wasn’t sure it would restore the terminals properly anyway.

But curiosity got the better of me.

With some guidance from AI, I slowly began understanding what was inside the panel: a contactor, a few capacitors, a relay, and terminal strips. No electronics, no circuit boards — just a handful of electromechanical components working together to start and protect the motor.

To be honest, I didn’t know much about this type of system. I wasn’t even aware that terminal strips were available as replaceable components. Fortunately, I was able to find them at a local electrical shop.

Before touching anything, I sketched a quick wiring diagram and labeled the connections in my own way (I still need to learn the standard way!).

Earlier this week, I visited my alma mater, JC International School (earlier known as Jaycees English Medium School, Karkala), to inquire about the school joining age for my daughter. In the course of our conversation, we went back to the year 2003, when I was in 10th Standard and had emerged as a district topper. Incidentally, this year’s 10th examinations were less than a week away and hall tickets were being distributed. The principal, Chittaranjan Sir, felt I would be a good fit to address the students and share my experiences as they prepared to face their own board exams.

When Vandana Madam called to confirm the time, I was filled with mixed emotions. Many thoughts ran through my mind. I was no doubt a studious child, but I often struggled with imposter syndrome and constantly looked for motivation and success stories that I could relate to. At the same time, I realized that the students I would be addressing were likely born after 2008, and the world they grew up in is vastly different from the one I knew.

Standing in front of school students again after several years felt both nostalgic and slightly surreal. I began by asking how everyone was feeling about the upcoming examinations and who already saw themselves as toppers. It was a pleasant sight to see several hands go up!

I then took them back to my own days in 2003, when I had been in the same position as them. I shared how the school leaderboard was a constant source of motivation for me, and how I would look up to the toppers and aspire to be like them. The leaderboard used to be clearly visible from our classroom window.

With less than a week left before the examinations, I encouraged the students not to stress themselves too much and instead focus on putting in their best effort. While being a topper is wonderful, it is not the end of the world if you don’t become one. Back then, it was a great feeling when people would recognize me on the streets and talk about my results. Even years later, I have had juniors tell me that hearing about my success inspired them to prepare better for their own board exams.

I also spoke about how life is shaped by the choices we make at different stages. In my own case, I could not continue being a topper in PU and Engineering, and my self-confidence took a significant hit during those years. That experience taught me how important it is to maintain confidence in one’s abilities. Sometimes, even pretending to be confident can help trick the mind into performing better.

One of the key suggestions I shared with the students was to get rid of social media apps, at least until the exams are over. During our days, parents would often disconnect cable TV for a while to remove distractions, but today the biggest distraction is the mobile phone.